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The 23-year-old victim was still popular amongst students, mostly women, who remember his time spent at the college which he graduated in 2010.

“Milo was always so god damn charming,” Says Helen Polyester, senior Arts Management major. “He really pissed me off sometimes but damn was he a good lover. Made me want to blow him everyday. Which I did. For a month. Best lockjaw I ever got.”

Edward Cullens, Senior Dance Major, said, “Milo was just one of those god damn suave motherfuckers who would steal your boyfriend or girlfriend and somehow through your pain you ended up thanking him for it and liking him even more, even though he left your heart in a million pieces.”

Investigators were in a state of confusion as to his cause of death, as he seemed to suffer no trauma and had plenty to live for, including a high-profile photography job for Magnum, beautiful women falling at his feet, three lexuses, each one color of the American Flag. He had even just won the New York Megamillions jackpot of 400 billion dollars.

So why is he dead?

In a seemingly related note left taped to the most beautiful woman in the world’s nipples, Rayo explained that he wanted to grow up and become a dolphin. Dolphins, he believed, were reincarnated humans who had a duty to protect and enlighten the human race.

In the note, the superstar also posited that heaven and hell both exist on planet Earth, as the varied human experience put some through a hellish life and others through a fantastic one.

The FBI recently admitted to using a picture of Spanish Parliament Member Gaspas Llamazares to show an updated picture of Bin Laden.

The U.S government agency had previously been using a a photo from 1998 of the terrorist.

What I want to know is: how many dirty lies are surrounding this whole thing?

Two things speak loudest to me: 

1. The fact that the FBI is responsible for Identity Fraud, lifting this mans face while having claimed they were using cutting edge technology to come up with new images of terrorist suspects, including Bin Laden and,

2. If Bin Laden has been continuously releasing threatening videos long after 1998 and long after the attacks on September 11th, 2001, then wouldn’t they have an updated picture of Bin Laden from one of the still of those videos?

Ken Hoffman, FBI spokesman, tells El Mundo, “The forensic artist was unable to find suitable features among the reference photographs and obtained these features, in part, from a photograph he found on the internet.

Disgusting, all of it, and as a patriot who wants America to be as perfect as she can be, I want to know how deep this rabbit hole of lies goes. As such, I hope Gaspas Llamazares ends up pressing charges as he is considering. Whether or not  his status as a left-wing politician has anything to do with it is debatable. 

Read <a href=”http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/us_and_americas/article6991299.ece”>Times Online report here</a>

Hello world.

For my final project in the course, Search in the Age of Google, I created a self portrait of my google identity (meaning the results of searching my own name, Camilo Rayo on google). This contrasts to my real identity, as my google identity differs- I’m not the only Camilo Rayo. Other Camilo Rayo’s have other attributes, interests, ages, locations, etc. However, the fascinating part is, maybe, to a stranger, we’re all the same Camilo Rayo. How would a stranger know that the Camilo Rayo who is interested in photography is not located in Columbia? How would a stranger know that the Camilo Rayo who’s a bro is not the same Camilo Rayo who wrote the song _Layers? They really wouldn’t. I’m posting this post to address that issue. Here’s my to you, stranger.

Dear Stranger Who’s Googled My Name,

As of yet the internet is not aware of the imploding nature of it’s shortcomings: lack of intelligence. It is not aware also because it does not have a sense of self; it cannot be self aware. It does know, however, that there is a Camilo Rayo out there. Unfortunately for the FBI, the notion that it can categorize to the extent of isolating identities is currently untrue. Wishful, yet untrue. Hope so, maybe. As the internet ages, vines of wire and pods of data continue to grow, and my online identity grows with it.

This is an identity both lacking and overflowing. It lacks distinction- Camilo Rayo is in Columbia. Camilo Rayo has never been to Columbia. Camilo Rayo is a scorpio born in August, the month of Leo and Virgo. Camilo Rayo is five-foot three-inches. Camilo Rayo is five-foot eleven-inches. Without intelligence, the internet cannot reconcile these screaming contrasts. How can I be living somewhere I’ve never been? How can I have two birthdays? How can I be so tall when I’m so short?

The internet is raping identities blind. Identities that have no choice but to wait to be found in some defenseless state. Like a 1980’s-born fat ugly virgin teenagers’ false memory of driving 1950’s Cadillacs, smoking cigarettes and laughing with giggling curvaceous blonde girls in passenger seats, riding with the top down, the only victim of this loud violence is truth.

This letter is addressed to you for a reason. You’re my point. I’m your silver plate dream of an identity you know nothing about. My online portrait is who you think I am. I cannot juggle the weights of both of these. My heads going to explode, my soul stretched far enough to rip in your five. Maybe I just don’t remember living in Columbia. I could have forgotten that once upon a time I was published and proud of it. I didn’t even know that I have curly hair and play music, or that I glued stickers all over my friends face to get into some newspaper across the country. Too much life means I can’t recall ever having you or anyone with me under palm trees in blue jeans and a green striped shirt.

I know my next step: taking my identity into my own hands, where it belongs. I learned photoshop from a gypsy in Spain who pushed parakeets and misfortune cards, and using a picture of myself, I’ll put it all together. All those details that make up who I am. The blue eyed body in Columbia who attends anti-homosexuality protests at SUNY Purchase with a camera living in San Francisco working in Oakland and is a zombie going to prom. The writer who must know Japanese, who must know Kenneth Cole, who must like rock music, dancing, who must play chess with almost-famous musicians, who must do these things because Google tells me someone named Camilo Rayo does.

I’m lost to it now. This device, this quicksand that lives under our bricks and mortars and threatens to swallow it all whole, I don’t know what to believe anymore. First life, second life, third. Search in my room or search online. Owner of my identity or ruled by the fact it is out of my hands now.

I’m inspired by dopeheads and wackos alike; fiends crazy enough to persuade, steal, and even pillage the homes of small children in the name of comfort. First there’s the pope, who throughout history has managed to inspire enough hope in people to do selfless things such as send their children off to impending death. Then there’s Genghis Khan, responsible for igniting enough rage in the east to almost swallow in one gulp the entirety of continents, just because the man wanted what he wanted: Khanada. And last but not least, my mom, whose choice of bathroom colors shoved a eureka moment into my brain while showering drunk after an entire delirious summer night of creating our strategy to invade Iraq, giving much glee to our former president.

The only run ins I had we’re with kind mormons who offered me spears and firewood covered in strange English letters, which I took out to the woods over here by SUNY Purchase. Surprisingly enough, they freaked at the sight of my custom of building bonfires, but the kindle worked well. Their biggest shock, however, came at the sight of the boars head I brought out to roast. I had been saving it for a bit, but apparently this was not the right occasion to bring it out on. You gotta know who you’re catering to in this world, but sometimes everyone’s a stranger.

I’ve grown a lot over the past few years. Essentially, but not so much physically. I’ve adapted new talents, gone to new countries, and developed the ability to conquer time-space. I now know how to exist in two places at once, to be two different ages, to have different interest. Next time, bet on me, instead of any of those split personality types. Because I’m not crazy.

Thanks,

Camilo Rayo.

We hung up the artifacts, sightly and unsightly. Here’s proof.

Thanks!

Milo

http://www.myspace.com/benbelek
Sorry there is a little difference between the sound and the video!

But I got the chords!

Ab Cm
Softly and Tenderly C# Ab
i am giving my love to you
Fm Cm C# Eb
Butterfly, butterfly, I love you so
Ab Cm
on the streets where we live
C# Ab
people making love
Fm
So why can’t we
Cm
Why can’t we
C# Eb
That I

i love you
Cm C# Cm
So butterfly *4

It’s a photo of my friend Melissa Ahern music superstar when we went on an adventure in the woods. Here was the original statement I made, they had to shrink it due to space. But I think it says more.

STUDENTS STUMBLE upon the tent in the woods and write their thoughts in a communal travelers log. I took my schoolmate Melissa to this little-known spot to get away, to adventure. She writes a poem about feeling at home here — the feeling of sharing with complete strangers and knowing she is welcome because they have done the same. CAMILO RAYO, Purchase College (SUNY), Class of 2010, arts management major